What to do?

I’m at a crossroads in my life.  40 years old and I feel I have done nothing with my life.   Do I continue to give my marriage a chance despite a lot of warning signs? Or do I gather the courage and say its over to the girl who saw something in me?

This is the same girl who thinks she is playing dutiful wife to me.  However when the time called, she failed miserably.  What’s worse, she brought so much negativity and strife to my family.  My poor mom had to not only endure the loss of my father but the jealousy and insecurities of my wife.  That is enough reason for divorce.  Yet here I am giving it one more chance.

Am I really giving one more chance for future or am I just buying time to figure out when to divorce?  I wish I had an answer.


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