Ever have this feeling where you feel like you have a knot in your chest (under your heart) that just drags your mood down? I’m feeling very down today. Maybe its the rain. Maybe its because I miss my dad. I think its really because of my failing marriage. The newest development is my wife… Continue reading Am I depressed?
So my wife and I had a huge fight last Friday. We made up Saturday agreeing that we should work on our communication skills and she also will try to control her short temper. My mind and heart are not in sync due to my marriage falling apart and the recent loss of my dad.… Continue reading Not even one week…
These days I have a heavy heart and my mind is troubled. I am confused. Basically standing at a crossroads point in my life. I haven’t enjoyed life in a long time. I sense the wife is trying to be supportive and loving and sweet. Problem is in the back of my mind, I can’t… Continue reading Self-medicating
I’m at a crossroads in my life. 40 years old and I feel I have done nothing with my life. Do I continue to give my marriage a chance despite a lot of warning signs? Or do I gather the courage and say its over to the girl who saw something in me? This… Continue reading What to do?
Went to the DMV and spent nearly 3 hours stuck in their bureaucracy. Just to change my father’s car registration to my mother’s name. At least it’s done. At least there was one cute girl working one of the counters. I spent my day working from my mom’s place today because it has been 1… Continue reading DMV and bullshit
Today has been one month since my father passed away. Its still very surreal. Sometimes I still think he’s around. These days, I only find solace when I sleep or go to my mom’s place. Going to my mom’s place brings me back to simpler times. That somehow comforts my heart. The reality is nothing… Continue reading One month
Some people think I’m strong facing all the adversity in the past three months. Between the loss of my dad and my marriage slowly falling apart, people say they are sorry for me and don’t know how I handle it. The truth is I do not know either. I feel sad when I think about… Continue reading Am I Strong?